Where did the time go?
the time my art and words spoke out loud
the time at home being afraid to breathe
the time we climbed in the Austrian Alps
the time I was high on opium in Vietnam
the time I masturbated with you in mind
the time Ellen saved me from drowning
the time I thought death was imminent
the time we argued and then divorced
the time I broke bones riding the bike
the time I knew death was not to fear
the time we fucked and came as one
the tme we relaxed in the back yard
the time I taught English in Taiwan
the time Spirit spoke loudly to me
the time I trusted another helper
the time in Thailand with friends
the time I knew life is presence
the time I chose life over death
the time I was shot in the face
the time I loved Kaia so easily
the time at Wat Suan Mokkh
the time I felt love out loud
the time I loved all of me
the time I slowed down
the time I surrendered
the time I knew truth
the time I loved all
the time I loved
the time
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